Did I tell you Boys like Girls is coming to town? And Paramore?! Yeah I know I did, but I just wanna type it again. So frigging awesome! I just hope when I have the money, the best tickets are not sold out yet cos I depleted my savings shortly after receiving my NETS card. I'm sure I'm not the only person who cannot control herself. It's amazing. I think in my Sony Walkman, if I were to pick some bands always on playback that I listen to and have to see before I die, I think I'd totally be (in order first-last)

♥ 12:13 AM

Yeah I got my head back. After finding out that my all time fav band Boys Like Girls <3 is coming to town, and planning my means of getting the ticket, I finally got it all figured out. My birthday is on February so I'm getting my Dad to pay for my Boys Like Girls tickets, and my Mom to sponsor my Paramore tickets on March as my birthday gift! How about thatttt! The BLG tickets is confirmed, the Paramore not so but I'm pretty psyched. I always somehow find ways to get enough money for stuff, but I so need company. Syikin, you gottagotta go for Paramore, man! And Atika's gonna speak to her dad bout going for the BLG concert, so yeah I hope that works out because I don't think I have any other friends who are like into those two bands, or even my kind of music for that matters. I'm pretty sure it's because I don't have much friends anyway. Haha.

Anyway, I'm now a trainee at SPC the Petrol Kiosk. So far so good, though the first day was really confusing, with swiping cards and keying in numbers into the many-many mini machines. I haven't even had a chance to have a real interview with the boss of that place, but I guess I will pretty soon. I really hope I can like be a real staff there, not just a trainee, and it would so suck if I get kicked off after the interview, considering that I already got the uniform and all. But on a brighter note, I don't think that will happen because my mom (who also works there) is good friends with the boss, which is how I got pulled into the job, plus they are very short of staff.

I'v been working at nights (11pm-7am) which is great. Been talking to loads of taxi drivers, some of them who even made the place their second home at night, reading newspapers there and drinking coffee. And I've been hearing my mom bitch about my maid to her sister for two whole nights, that's a feat!

Oh yeah, my maid got sent home while I was asleep. Didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. And now the house is going to be a disaster. My household cannot function without a maid. But a new one called Rina is coming on Wednesday, can't wait for that. Rhymes with Dina.

So apart from working all night and sleeping all day, I tried to make time to still have a life. Yesterday I went out with Atika, Mae and Aishah to Dhoby Ghaut. We went to National Museum but didn't really go to the museum, and we went to Fort Canning but didn't really go into Fort Canning. So I didn't really know what we did, but I had fun at least for a few hours till my 5 hours of sleep and 8 hours of work took its toll on me and I was too exhausted to talk nonsense.

Anyway I'm going to work again soon. Gotta get dressed. Bye bye!

Oh no my mom just told me I'm going to work tomorrow instead at 10am-6pm instead of tonight, first time working with like other people besides my mother. Oh no there's going to be like real people, people I don't know. Oh my god have i ever told anyone I don't like making friends? Yes, I don't like making friends. Oh my god tomorrow's gonna be a big day. And OMG the boss already took me in, no need interview. YES! hello everybody, Dina is currently EMPLOYED and can afford her own Paramore tickets, if its not sold out in one month! Who wants me to treat you to another ticket? HEHE. I'm just so happy, I'm referring myself like a third person, but its okay. And I'm going to be with this girl May tomorrow. I already have a friend Mae, I just hope May looks different from Mae. Hmm. Mae bought me a shrilling horny mini lady for Christmas, thanks alot, now all my siblings are horny pressing her boobs and hearing her shrill. And my hamster is scared of the Horny Lady.

I just realised that I'm a very lucky person. Twice I got employed without an interview. And OMG do you know I greeted a customer yesterday "Hi, welcome to Pizza Hut" accidentally?! I almost died. Just acted sotong after that and hoped he didn't hear or something.

Oh no what if there's a long queue tomorrow and I'm slow, or what if I pressed wrong stuff and got the amounts wrong, what if what if what if. Damn it tomorrow is Sunday, there could be extra many people. ARGH whatever I'll do my best! I'm sure I'll be a pro in no time.

Gonna go do some household chores. Thank god this is temporary :)

♥ 7:40 PM

OH MY GOD BOYSLIKEGIRLS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE??!! 28 JAN 2010 OH MY GOD THATS LIKE ONE MONTH AWAY!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST DIED WHEN I SAW THAT ON THE SISTIC PAGE! I WENT TO CHECK OUT PARAMORE TIX, AND YEAH I ALMOST DIED TOO WHEN I FOUND OUT THEY WERE COMING, BUT BOYS LIKE GIRLS, THATS LIKE MY FREAKING FAV BAND, LIKE GOD, IM GONNA GET THE TICKETS SOON!

Woooh. I am sooo hyperventilating right now. I love boys like girls, I LOVELOVELOVE them to the max, esp when I heard their cover of let go by the froufrou, that sealed the deal, they are the best band in the universe! Better than any aliens band rocking out in planet Pandora if it exists! Oh gosh I might just die right now. I'm sooooooo freakingggggggggggggggggggggg excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ 2:42 PM

Oh dear, i can't sleep. It's just the holidays makes me used to sleeping real late and waking up like in the afternoon.. So its hard when i got to sleep early to wake up in the morning the next day. So i just spent one whole hour just playing around with the guitar, playing runaway train by soul asylum (which is a really easy song to play) or my own stripped to easy peasy version of when it rains by paramore.

I've been pretty much hanging out my myself this past few days, occasionally joining my parents to whereever (Johor/J8) when i feel like it. I've watched and re-watched almost every episode of criminal minds, my all-time favourite show. I'm up to Season 3 of the big bang theory, and all this means one thing - i gotta find a job - soon.

I feel like going back to being a waitress once more because i loved being a waitress and being nice to everyone, but the pay is crappy in pizza hut. I'm going to look for a job tomorrow and a few days following that but i hate job interviews. I'm sure i'm not the only one. Then i wanted to apply for maybe.. A chambermaid at some hotel :) my dad said sure but he obviously wants me to give tuition which is definitely NOT going to happen, rather then, as he puts it 'get bossed around my some ah soh who grabs all the tips before i get to them, pick up condoms in the bedroom, clean the toilets and sprain my back again pushing up the matress.' He knows how? My dad's first few part time job was as a chambermaid. Hard to get that off my head.

Promoting things is definitely not on my list of things to do (ever again) because i had my share of promoting stuffs and it SUCKED. Really sucked. I felt like crap everyday coming home from work. those were the days. :p

Anyhow, i can write alot more but i should go to sleep. Chances are, i might just lose this post before i publish it cos blogging through my phone is pretty risky. The draft is almost always not saved.

So goodnight, see ya when i see ya! (thats my line, syikin!)

♥ 2:24 AM

Crappy things are finally over, and gone were the days when all I do is study or think about study-related issues. It feels great to finally rid of those bad, bad memories, and I summed it up in a picture above. Me studying alone, studying at school, studying at home, studying with Atika etcetera.

♥ 12:04 AM

i dont believe this. This is seriously fucked up. GOSH IM SICK OF THIS.
IM SERIOUS MAN,
IM SICK OF IT!

Tell ya next time. ****!
Sorry for the vulgarities!

♥ 1:32 AM

Omgomgomgomgomogmogmg i love my new blush from ELF studio line. I'm not gonna wash my face anytime soon even though I'm at home. Haha. Its georrrgeousss. And its amazingly affordable I got one for Syikin as a surprise too. Haha. Talking bout makeup, my elder sister is crazy. Went home to find my stuff in her room EVERYWHERE. And her room is like my hamster's cage, all over the place! I gotta go treaure hunting to find my stuff to put it back into my cute little drawers. Gosh. I'm still missing my jane blush and some other stuff. I won't sleep well tonight unless I find THAT blush cos its my favourite. Haha. Kidding I'm fine without it.



AND I can't find the stupid guitar at home and I was looking forward to playing it after my Econs paper since I woke up today with 20% hand and mouth coordination, which is a miracle! I can strum and sing a different tune, which is amaaazing. Syikin knows. Still looked like she wanted to run out of my room this morning screaming, but less so. I was quite afraid i might affect her performance for Econs paper 1.. but wth Syikin I know you can take it. You're strong! Pfft. This is why I need my own guitar you know. And I'm serious about learning, its wayyy more fun that whatever shit I've been learning at school. I don't think anyone took it out, so where can a big black guitar be hiding?

♥ 6:12 PM

Now that's an apt lyrics (nevershoutnever song called trouble) to describe my situation right now. Though i just studied econs for the past few hours :) So i started my beginner lessons online, heehee, and im at lesson 2 out of eleven. I learnt 6 chords in total, and i can play brown eyed girl (love the random busted version, not the original oldie) though not really well, but hey i can make a tune, finally! My only exasperation is that i have zero hand and mouth coordination. Trust me, syikin knows. She had that look on her face, while i was playing brown eyed girl, like she was about to run out of my room screaming hysterically. Haha. Kidding, i wasn't looking at your face but alternating between my fingers and the lyrics that just flewww out of my head. But if i did look,im sure you'd have looked pretty constipated.

I told my dad my plans to learn to play the guitar this holidays, and like an awesome and supportive dad, he let out a malay idiom in response. 'Hangat hangat tahi ayam' which if translated directly means 'hot hot chicken shit' (you never did try to translate before huh). I wonder who's the wise man who stepped on chicken shit and instead of thinking 'Holy shit, i gotta wash my rubber slippers!' instead thought 'Chicken shit is pretty damn hot, but it cools down to room temperature in a minute or two, just like people's enthusiasm when they started something new that fades away after some time..' so yes, my dad's 'awesomeness' does not mean he can escape buying an acoustic reddish brown guitar for me.. Gonna ask him soon. Haha.

Oh,and i forgot to mention, the day with the drama at the block in front of mine, there was some softcore porn+another drama at night across the block directly in the 11th storey window. It started with a crazy women screaming to a guy in the room which lasted some time, and the guy blocking her everytime she wanted to leave the room, but somewhere in between all that they started making out, and the girl pushed him away, but they would still end up kissing after a while. I swear to god, my sister said he even tried to rip her shirt off but unfortunately she resisted. And sometime after they disappeared from sight, before we realise that we could see her head, meaning she was on the floor DOING WHAT with the guy. Serious shitzz. Right in front of the open window,honey. The window was fully open like mine, including the grille (because of the great cool wind that night). And i was TRYING to focus on my transition elements notes, but it was difficult, considering how much i respect people's privacy. 'Quick, switch off the floor lamp so they cannot see us gawking!'

haha. Thats it then. It didn't escalate into real life porno like you are wishing but it was interesting. It lasted for ONE FRIGGING HOUR lemme tell ya, from 12am till 1am while waiting for my dad to come bring supper home. Haha.

Okays i gotta go sleep. Maybe practise some more browneyedgirl tomorrow. Im sure my hamster in the room don't mind. It really likes it when i sing, especially when i change the lyrics to 'brownhams-ter' it gets hyped up and starts running at the wheel and biting the metal bars. Haha. Im kidding to. Fatty hamham only SLEEPS all the time. Worse than a snail (that can sleep for three years at one go). And whyyyy do i know such random stuffs.

Gotta sleep. Im a sleepyhead.bye!

♥ 12:45 AM